Chapter
9
Backstory
“How
do you want to set up this first interview with Faith, Becca?” Clisty asked as
she studied the room. “It’s my apartment, but you’re the director. Hopefully,
she’ll feel more relaxed here in my home.”
“First
of all, do you think Faith will drink coffee? I’ll put some on before she and
her parents get here. That could settle things down and make her feel at home.
The taping of this first segment will probably be the hardest.”
“Coffee?
Sure. If she doesn’t want any, I know I will,” Clisty flicked a little nothing
fuzz off the table.
“Do
you want to place those two blue Edwardian wingback chairs in front of the
fireplace, facing each other?” Becca asked as she looked around and studied the
room.
“Maybe,”
Clisty thought as she started moving the one nearest to her. “I don’t know, Becca,”
she said as she thought about the placement.
“What’s
wrong?” Becca paused. “I know we moved the chairs from their assigned spots.
You probably measured the distance from the couch and positioned them at a
precise angle.”
“Don’t
laugh,” Clisty said sheepishly.
“On,
no, Clisty, you didn’t?” She threw her hands to her hips and laughed. “I knew
you like minimal décor but I didn’t know you took it to a compulsive level.”
“Becca,
don’t be silly. I ...” Clisty protested as she pushed the chair in front of her
at an odd angle. “There, is that better?”
“It
doesn’t bother me,” Becca threw up both hands. “The question is—does it bother
you?”
“I’m
not going to worry about it. You put the chairs wherever you want them,” she
laughed. The coffee table was a huge square tufted leather piece in dark blue.
“I know the usual setup for a TV interview is face-to-face with nothing between
you.” Clisty stood beside the table/footrest and studied it for a moment. “I’m
afraid Faith is going to want to hide, to protect herself.” Her eyes darted back
and forth as she checked the possibilities. “What if we put the coffee table
between us, but just a little off center? It will give her a place to put her
coffee cup and provide some separation between us.”
“That
is brilliant.” Becca started to pull the leather piece toward the chairs.
“Wait,” she pointed to the ottoman coffee table, “I don’t want to scratch the
floors. You pick up one end.”
“I’m
sure it won’t hurt anything,” Clisty shrugged as she picked up the end of the
ottoman. “I’ll get out some nice cups and saucers and a tray so the whole thing
will balance on the footstool, while you set the stage, so to speak.”
The
doorbell rang as Becca started the coffee. “They’re early,” Becca gasped.
“No,
I’ll bet that’s Clint with the camera. Let’s hope. Faith may become anxious if
things are still being set up,” Clisty agreed. She hurried to the door.
Clint
carried the TV camera in one hand and an equipment bag in the other and plopped
them on the floor behind the couch. “That’s an interesting set up,” he nodded
toward the chairs and coffee table. “Open and closed at the same time. That
should make her feel more comfortable.”
Everyone
connected with Faith’s story knew her background. Long tall Clint would be the
one to film the entire process, from Fort Wayne and west into Illinois, maybe
Chicago.
The
doorbell rang again and the show was on. From the moment Faith walked into the
apartment, the focus had to be on putting her at ease while dragging the most
horrid memories out of her fragile memory. Her parents came with her.
“It’s
good to see you again,” Roma said as she gave Clisty a hug.
“Clisty,”
Ralph nodded in her direction.”
“Thank
you for coming Mr. and Mrs. Sterling,” Becca began. “I’m sure Faith will feel
more comfortable with you two here.”
“We
had to bring her. She can’t drive,” Ralph explained as he shook his head.
“There are so many things she can’t comprehend. Not because she isn’t
intelligent,” he whispered. “She is.” He kept shaking his head in disbelief. “Like,
she hadn’t seen a traffic light before her trip home. She said she had figured
that drivers stop on red and go on green.” His eyes glazed over with tears.
“What has she been through?”
“We’re
going to find out, I hope,” Clisty looked over at Faith and smiled
sympathetically. Faith looked beautiful, although still weak and unsure of
herself. “How do you feel, Faith?” Clisty asked as she hugged her old friend
and took her jacket.
“It
seemed like spring was late when we first got to Indiana, but now the trees are
beginning to bloom and the tulips are popping up a little. It’s only been a
week since ... Pooky and I went into the hospital.”
“Speaking
of Pooky, my mom was thrilled to watch her today. You have quite a daughter.
You’re a good mother,” Clisty kept talking as she ushered Faith over to the two
facing chairs. “She took to my mom like a second grandma.”
When
the doorbell rang a third time, Becca went to the door so as not to break the
rapport Clisty was beginning to build. “Hi Jake,” Becca grabbed his sleeve and
pulled him into the apartment. “We’re already setting the mood in here. Go slow
with Faith.”
“Don’t
worry, I’m here only to observe.” He walked over toward the facing chairs and
stopped near the couch. “Hi Faith, it’s good to see you again.”
“Again?”
Faith’s body recoiled from Jake’s presence.
“I
came to the hospital several times,” he said slowly. “Is it okay if I sit here
on the sofa?”
“Okay?
I guess,” Faith stammered.
“Do
you remember my friend, Detective Jake Davis of the Fort Wayne police
department?” Clisty asked.
“Maybe,”
she smiled faintly then looked around the apartment. “You have a lovely home,
Clisty.” Her blue eyes searched every inch of her surroundings, “It’s so
clean.” When her eyes came to rest on the fireplace mantle, her eyes sparkled.
“Your prayer angel,” she sighed with a smile.
“You
remember my angel?” Clisty asked, her voice upbeat. “Faith,” she paused not
wanting to rush her, “we would like to film these conversations. Do you
remember what we talked about the other day?”
“About
what?” She began twisting a tissue she pulled from her pocket until it began to
fall in tiny shreds to the floor.
“Would
you like a cup of coffee, Faith?” Becca asked as she poured a cup. “Maybe a
cookie to go with it?”
Faith’s
eyes shifted from Becca to her mother. “Mama brought cookies to the hospital.
I’m not allowed to have sweets.”
“Really?”
Clisty asked, and then looked at Clint to see if he was ready to film. He gave
a thumbs-up and Clisty continued. “Who told you not to eat sweets?” Then to
Becca she added, “Coffee would be great for both of us, and, I know I’d enjoy a
cookie.”
Becca
brought the hot brew and a small platter of shortbread cookies she had brought
in. “Here you are Faith and the pot is full. Roma, Ralph, would you two like
some?”
“No
thank you,” Roma waved her hand away.
“Yes,
please. Maybe it will clear my head,” Ralph agreed.
After
a quick break of coffee and cookies, Clisty tried again to make a connection.
“You said you liked the flowers. There were always beautiful, large flower beds
in Swinney Park. The blossoms were so fragrant; it smelled like perfume was
always in the air.”
“Yes
...” Faith closed her eyes as a soft, sweet smile crossed her face. “I can
smell them.” Quickly, her eyes popped open, large and frightened. “I’m not
supposed to day dream.”
“You’re
not allowed to eat sweets, or pause and remember? Faith, who gave you those
rules?”
“They
did, of course, The Guardians.”
Clisty
looked at Jake and the Sterlings. “The Guardians? Who are The Guardians?”
“My
family.”
Roma
Sterling’s eyes flashed open wide. Ralph scooted to the edge of the couch
cushion.
“Their
name was Guardian?” Clisty asked and wondered if it all had been too easy.
“No.
That’s what they were, not who they were.” Her coffee cup rattled in her hand
so she placed it on the ottoman. With her eyes cast down, she explained. “He
said, since my parents sold me to them, I was their slave. But, if I was good,
he would treat me like a daughter. He said he was my guardian. So, I tried to
be really good, no sweets so they didn’t have to spend money on dentists, no
day dreaming because that would make me a lazy worker.”
“Is
that the way they treated you, the way your life went the whole time you were
with them?” Clisty asked as the camera kept rolling.
“With
him, yes. I could never call him by name. But, I called her, Lady. Lady would
come into my room and read to me. She taught me all the subjects of school. She
would brush my hair. Their son, Steven went to school. When I married Steven, I
was seventeen and he was twenty. He showed me love and gentleness.”
“Where
did you and Steven live, Faith?” Clisty paused and waited patiently. She hoped
she was not pushing her friend.
“In
our rooms, of course. We used Steven’s old room as our bedroom and my room as a
sitting room. There was a bathroom off my room. The Guardian helped Steven put
a door between the bedroom and sitting room so it was like a little apartment. After
Pooky was born, they gave us another small bedroom to use as a nursery. Sometimes,
we ate our meals with Lady and The Guardian, but not very often.” There was a
softening in Faith’s words.
“Did
... the man ever hurt you?” Clisty again waited. She didn’t want to lead her friend
or coach her in any way. There could be no contamination, no recovery of false memories
due to guided suggestions.
“Hurt
me?” Faith’s eye lids fluttered and her voice faded. “I don’t know what you
mean.”
“Did
he touch you in ways that made you feel uncomfortable, as a child or any time?”
Clisty’s tone was empathetic. She didn’t want to embarrass her or cause her to pull
away emotionally.
“After
he grabbed me in your living room and then dragged me in the house once we were
at home, he never touched me again, except to hit me. The only time he talked
to me was to yell rules and bawl me out.” Faith’s expression seemed to wilt,
like a beautiful flower that hadn’t had enough life-giving water.
“Did
... the lady, ever hurt you?”
“Lady?
No, not like hitting me or anything. She just left me all alone so much. Not
‘cause she wanted to. She treated me like her daughter when she was allowed to
spend time with me.” Tears started to flow down her cheeks. “I was so utterly alone
most of the time.”
“What
about Steven? Did you two talk or play games or anything? Did he spend time
with you?”
“The
Guardian wouldn’t let him be alone with me.” Faith looked into the fireplace
that burned with a soft glow.
“Then
how ...?” Clisty started then stopped and let Faith fill in the rest of it.
“The
Guardian locked my bedroom door every night. As I got older, and he saw that I
didn’t leave my room, he stopped locking it. With no locked door between us,
Steven would creep into my room at night and we’d just talk.”
Clisty
wondered if Faith was ready for the next question but she had to ask. “Did you
and Steven get sexually involved? Is that why you were allowed to marry?”
“No
... no!” Faith shrunk back as she denied sexual encounters. “Finally, when I
was seventeen, Steven asked his father if we could be married.” She closed her
eyes again. Her shoulders relaxed and she smiled.
“Do
you see those sweet memories, Faith?” Clisty asked as she watched her friend’s
face fill with joy. “Memories of your marriage and the love Steven had for
you?”
“Yes”
she whispered.
Clisty
leaned forward and tried to breathe trust and love into the space that remained
between them. “If you never went outside, and you never saw anyone, who married
you and Steven?”
“The
Guardian, of course. He’s the Head Master of the Freedom Temple. All the slaves
obey The Guardian, even when he’s mean and abusive.” Faith’s sweet expression
changed back to the flat, marionette face of one who never thought for herself,
she only obeyed. “He cleaned himself up and had his teeth fixed and turned
himself into a Head Master.” From somewhere deep within her, she began to repeat
in rapid fire delivery, a pledge of allegiance by rote memory. “The Head Master
is kind and good, full of wisdom and love. He is all knowing. He is the voice
of God.”
Clisty
was stunned. How could she get Faith to give more details of her background if
some questions caused her to slip into a robotic daze? She hoped that recent
memories would be easier to recall than distant ones.
“Faith,”
Clisty started a new line of questioning and placed her hand on her friend’s
knee. She tried to anchor Faith to the present with her touch. “Faith, let’s
talk about the other day, with the bank robber, Melvin Dean Fargo.”
Faith
blinked several times and looked at Clisty. “Okay.”
“How
did you get away from Fargo, and then end up back at the house on North
Gramercy again?” Clisty waited and watched Faith try to recount what had
happened only days before.
“He
said he was going to go to the bank and Pooky and I had to go with him so we
wouldn’t escape.” Her gaze searched the area in the upper right edge of her
memory. “We had no idea that he was going to rob it.”
“Where
were you when he threatened the teller?” Clisty asked, hoping Faith was not an
unplanned accomplice to a robbery.
“He
kept his right hand in his pocket and held my arm with his left. He ordered me
to hold on to Pooky.” Suddenly her eyes flashed with fear. “Then, Clisty, he
pulled a gun out of his pocket and ordered a teller to give him all the money.”
Faith put her hands to her face and covered her eyes.
“You
must have been terrified,” Clisty whispered. “Where was Pooky?”
“She
was still beside me. When Fargo looked at the money the teller was putting in a
bag, he released his grip on me. I grabbed Pooky and we ran out. I told her to find
the shop we saw you go in on our way to the bank. I would escape and try to get
Fargo to follow me and not her.”
“You
had seen me earlier?” Clisty asked, amazed at all the interconnected miracles
of seeming happenstance.
“I
had seen your news program on TV when we first arrived on Gramercy and I
recognized you right away. When I saw you go in the shop late in the afternoon,
I noticed it was just down the street from your parents’ house.”
“You
have quite a memory.” Clisty gathered up the threads of the conversation and pulled
Faith back to her escape from Fargo. “So, you sent Pooky away, hoping she could
find the coffee shop. How did you feel when you saw her run out on her own?”
“I
was so afraid but, she had to get as far from Fargo as possible. Then, I ran to
the side when I saw Fargo race out the door. He passed right behind me. I guess
he didn’t think I’d stop just outside the bank.”
“We
all saw you, Faith, on the surveillance camera. Fargo had on a dark blue
hoodie, didn’t he?” Clisty asked.
“Yes.
You said you saw me on some kind of camera?” she asked and smiled.
“We’ll
talk about surveillance cameras some other time,” Clisty assured her. “What
happened next?”
“Then,
I ran off and tried to find the coffee shop and Pooky. At first, I tried to
make sure Fargo would see and follow me, so Pooky would have a head start.”
Faith drank from her cup, touched the cookie and then put it down.
“Faith,”
Clisty reached for her hand, “you were so brave.”
“I
didn’t feel brave. I just ran. I darted down streets, across lawns and back
alleys. I thought I had gotten away from him. It got dark but I could still
recognize parts of the old neighborhood. Then I saw your parents’ house but no
one was home. It was all dark.”
Clisty
gasped in validation. “I thought you were in the yard.”
Faith
looked over at Becca. “I saw Fargo knock you down and I panicked. I picked up a
broken branch and swung it at him.” Her arms and whole body acted out the
attack again. “I know I hit him, but I didn’t know if I had stopped him, so I
started to run.” She looked out the window across the room and sighed deeply.
“Then
what happened, Faith?” Clisty leaned toward her friend. Behind the camera, Roma
held a tissue to her mouth and muffling the frequent gasps that escaped.
“I
only managed to get a few houses down the street from your mom and dad’s when
Fargo caught up to me.” Her hands trembled as she shifted in her chair. “He
grabbed me by my hair. ‘Where is she?’ he yelled. I told him I didn’t know
where Pooky was. He dragged me to the truck and shoved me in.” She stopped and
looked back at her dad. “Daddy, I was a prisoner again and I just wanted to
come home.”
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